Friday, May 25, 2007

变质


'你爱我吗?'
'爱...当然爱,为什么整天问这个问题?'

'有吗? 我有整天在问吗?'
'对啊...别再问了...好像不相信我的样子,我都说了.爱你的啊..'

看着男的说完,一脸强忍的不耐烦,
女的心更沉下去,

从何时开始,
自己会问这样表面的问题?
这感情到了需要这种表面答案来撑下去吗?

其实他说的对.
就是不相信,不再相信他对自己的一切,
不再有那一种原先在一起的安全感..

他也察觉到了啊…
那为什么在他的答案里,还是找不到那感觉呢?

什么时候,他开始加上’当然’ 在前面?

她开始回想起热恋时的他,
常会透过各种方式告诉她,他的爱,他对她的心,
虽然他并不会特意把’我爱你’说出口,
但她就是明了,
那时候的心,
总是满满的甜蜜,当时是那么肯定那份爱是坚定不移啊……

为什么现在既使听到那声答案,
心里还是怀疑呢?

是他变了?
还是她变了?

男人自顾自的盯着电视上的卡通,
她看着那逃避的背影,
那天生敏锐的触觉看到了一些东西,

如果,爱还在,
他会给她更多的信心,他知道了她的不安和怀疑,
他会付出更多让她安心和放心,
不该是理所当然的爱, 不该是不耐烦的回应,

如果说事物总会随着时间而改变,
时间该让这份感情充满温馨,而不是猜疑,不是吗?

原来真的是变了..
原来他,她, 感情都变了.
05.26.2007

Do you ever have a secret that can not been tell?

Yes, recently heard many new updates from many sources,
i feel it is funny that ppl who look like innocent in everybody 'eyes,
normally have the most secret things hide behind them.

It may be not the bad things,
but it may be the things the ppl around them include the love one concern on it...

and what i am curious is some of them prefer to suffer themself with the secret instead of tell the true pictures to related person.

I have been asked by myself, if the secret that hide will bring the cons more than the pro,
is it worthy for us to keep it as secret?

i think most of the ppl agree to spread it out.. but i found normally ppl not able or not brave enough to bring it out when it have been secret for quite a period in your hearts.

sure, it may be due to many reasons or factors that third party not able to understand well.who know?

Anyway, to avoid more schizophrenia cases happend in this lovely country, pls judge it by all the wisdom and life experiences you have on it..

无能为力的...H.F
All the best! :)

03.09.07

Monday, May 21, 2007


学会忍是越来越重要的事,

常常要忍痛, 忍眼泪, 忍着怒气, 忍辱, 忍着欲望,
这日子是过得越来越须要忍了.



听起来好像蛮悲哀,怎么就是没办法做自己呢?
但仔细想想, 倘若不忍, 后果是什么呀?



因为痛,所以放弃会痛的肉体,
因为不争气的眼泪, 让多少人多担那份心,
因为压不住的怒气,点燃了多少战火?



所以忍当然也有好处,只是该忍不忍,和能忍不能忍,
却不是那么容意的事.



也许多些经历,
也许多些人生经验会好些.



如果还不懂忍的最高境界,
就边忍边学吧.



但我最怕的就是忍不住的情感,


对我来说还蛮难的,往往真实的感情是最无法控制的,


一个不经意流露出来的关心眼神,


一杀那忍不住的耳红心跳,


怎么忍啊?


所以说,我实在鼓励大家就干脆些,把它表白,


免得忍得辛苦,而穿馅了自己也还不知情呢!