再也说不出口..

今夜有一种无从说出口的感觉,
深怕一开口,眼泪就会掉下.

曾经认为,
有些情绪应该大胆的放出来,
那么得肝病的机会就少一些

却忘了,演说者永远也须要有愿意了解和聆听的听众,
没有了听众,没有人在意,
演说也不会精采.

没有人做你情绪的垃圾车时,
写一写blog吧.

把说不出口的感觉,借着指尖抒发.
要流的眼泪对着宽屏发.

它是不会给你反应,不会给你安慰,
但它也不会产生更多误会...

如烟

很喜欢这首歌..歌词很有意思...

五月天 - 如烟

作词 五月天石头/阿信 作曲：五月天石头/阿信

我坐在床前　望著窗外　回忆满天　

生命是华丽错觉　时间是贼　偷走一切

七岁那一年　抓住那只蝉　以为能抓住夏天

十七岁的那年　吻过他的脸　就以为和他能永远　

有没有那么一种永远　永远不改变　拥抱过的美丽都　再也不破碎

让险峻岁月不能在脸上撒野　

让生离和死别都遥远　有谁能听见

我坐在床前　转过头看　谁在沉睡　

那一张苍老的脸　好像是我　紧闭双眼

曾经是爱我的　和我深爱的　都围绕在我身边

带不走的那些　遗憾和眷恋　

就化成最后一滴眼泪 有没有那么一滴眼泪

能洗掉后悔　化成大雨降落在　回不去的街

再给我一次机会　将故事改写　还欠了他一生的　一句抱歉

有没有那么一个世界　永远不天黑　

星星太阳万物都　听我的指挥

月亮不忙著圆缺　春天不走远　

树梢紧紧拥抱著树叶　有谁能听见

耳际　眼前　此生重演　是我来自漆黑　而又回归漆黑

人间　瞬间　天地之间　下次我　又是谁

有没有那么一朵玫瑰　永远不凋谢　永远骄傲和完美　永远不妥协

为何人生最后会像一张纸屑　还不如一片花瓣曾经鲜艳

有没有那么一张书签　停止那一天　最单纯的笑脸和　最美那一年

书包里面装满了蛋糕和汽水　双眼只有无猜和无邪　让我们无法无天

有没有那么一首诗篇　找不到句点　青春永远定居在　我们的岁月

男孩和女孩都有吉他和舞鞋　笑忘人间的苦痛　只有甜美

有没有那么一个明天　重头回一遍　让我再次感受曾　

挥霍的昨天无论生存或生活　我都不浪费　

不让故事这么的后悔 有谁能听见　我不要告别

我坐在床前　看著指尖　已经如烟

Marriage...

Recently, i have been asked by many persons when i am going to get married?
even some of them telling me they have prepared the ang pow for my wedding,

I really wanna say Thank you for those have prepared the Ang POw , pls makesure its will appreciate but not depreciate untill my big day come, haha...


Anyway, when i asked why i have been aimed to be the one who should get married?They have give me the answers as below,

' You have been with him for so many years.., its time to get married'

'He is a good guy, your parents like him and accept him'

'He have everything prepared for you, he just waitting you to say yes.."



some even say, 'aiya, you already reach the age that can GET MARRIED'



Wow.....from all the answer i have, its seems like marriage is just because that you have been in the relationship too many years, its time to get it done, its consider as a task to be completed?


and because age is growing, so we have to get it done in the common age that other people getting married...


Well, i have different definition of marriage..

I always think that marriage is when two persons really get ready to share each others life, when two person intend to grow up together in their life journey, they willing to bear, to face and enjoy whatever come to them, and they want to do it together and do it happily.


He or she should be someone who really accept by your heart, and feel so safe and warm to have him or her in your life.


That is no what call right time in this matter, its all about fate and the feeling that you have.

Anyway, it is my own perception, you all might not understand it as the way i not understand your thinking of marriage as well.

if i can find him, someone who really can give me the happiness that i want to,

i willing to be his only little woman, to build up the happy family with him,

and i will declare i am going to get married at the time... :)